Peter.

I am alone. I put all my love into this boy in the hope that he would be the one to save me from myself. I moved across the country to be with him.All I wanted was for him to make me feel the love that he said he had for me while i was in queensland... How can someone promise you the world, and take it all back, and then keep taking until all that is left is a shattered heart and a pain that radiates through me. He promised that we would have a place of our own; instead we stayed at his, and I was always an intruder. A parasite. Kept getting in the way. He promised that he'd be there for me when I was sad; Instead he kept trying to get away from me, making me even more sad than I've ever been before. He said he wanted me to meet all his friends, but that went away quickly, and anytime he spent with other people, he didnt want me around. Can people only love me when I'm far away? Can people really love me at all? I felt excited about a new chapter of my life starting yesterday, and now I have to change it and not include the boy that gave me two promise rings that meant absolutely nothing. I am alone.